朋友的朋友

Dedicated to Dear Sir

Happy to see Mr.Tan finally updating his blog after such a loooooong time!

Yet, I can sense some sadness and loneliness at the same time.

Sir, I believe that, no one really has forgotten about you!

How can we forget you, such a great physics lecturer, which is actually means more than that to us?

Will never every ticks at UCSI, sir.

I still forget 1st time when see you in the B102/B103 room (which nowhere to be seen now)...you give me the impression that you are very particular..You specify this and that...bla bla bla...even bring the syllabus to let us see! Fine then...I don't think much at that time...because I'm a new student -mah...so must learn everything and listen to you. "Yes, Sir....".  "Yes, Sir." (Why sound link commander one?)

As time progress, we start to break the barrier. Slowly, you turns out to be one of the closest lecturer with us. You are one the lecturer that willing to 'sampat' about our newest "hot news!" or berita sensasi -loh. Who is in relationship with who? Why is that guy? Since when Yean Hui adopt a new name that sounds like an extinct animal? etc..etc...

Eventually, we having lots of informal session with you. We eat together at Block D cafe -lah, eat together with Ms.Joanne at "Mei Yi's Corner" lah. And we even berkecoh, berheboh to go your house to celebrate our real-house-CNY 2009! And it turns out to be soooooo nice! Still remember the BBQ session and grateful because manage to see your lovely house. In the end I realise that you are the only lecturer that I have entered his/her house during my UCSI life.

And I still remember you are the only one that willing to give extra hours to us- JPA 1,3 and JPA 2,3, just to assure that these monkeys understand the physics concept that turns out to be so abstract in their everydays life. We see how Chemistry works by dissolving NaCl in water. We see how Biology works by thinking smaller and smaller - from body to organ to systemm....bla bla bla...and eventually to cells that work so hard for our body.  Gratefully you never blame us for not getting centripetal force correct, simple harmonic motion going in opposite direction, waves, radioactivity, photons, gravity, and even the universe itself. From the smallest quarks to the largest endless universe...you teach us patiently.

Truthfully, I can sense your tiredness everytime after finishing the Tuesday lecture with JPA2,3 class. I'm always the latest to leave, and so, always able to have a small chit chat with you before going back to library or hostel. I know you are tired, I know you always put hope on us. You want us to do well...You are not expecting us to get 100 marks for all papers but at least you want us to score an A to achieve our so-called UK Dream. Extra 4 hours per week is actually quite a lot and energy consuming (Remember guys, sir is having another extra 2 hours at Monday afternoon with JPA1,3 class...)

Physics experiment is always a nightmare to everyone. I remember there is one night before the Physics experiment (Unit3 or Unit5, forget already....)...Stressful till I just can't sleep...nyiao....Yet feel better after looking through your notes again wth all sorts of last minute tips (so-called). Thanks!

There is one night also where I need to spend one night at airport beacuse my flight will be on the next morning...and eventually...after receiving Keezya's SMS, it happens to be: I'm accepting your call, almost near the mid-night! It's a short talk, I don't want to waste your credits. But deep in my heart, although I really sleep that night. I don;t feel too bad...Because, I just got a heart warming call from Mr.Tan！

And I still remember there is one time that I'm so headache on how to go back to get my flight at the next morning...God's arrangement...in the end...meeting with you send me another hope. "I don't mind to give you a free ride to KL Sentral..." "Yippie! LOL...Thanks Sir!" What else can I request for? God, indeed, is so nice to me! You are my 贵人，sir!

Till the end...when is the time to fly...You still take your time to accompany us at KLIA, few seconds before we leave Malaysia! That's more than touching for us! You come with Mrs.Tan, come to greet us, send your best wishes, and eventually go away silently. I understand, and you also understand -de...I know...You want to give us extra time to be spent with our dearest family before we leaving this motherland for 9 months... Again, thanks sir :)

I still remember 1-2 weeks before Malaysia. I used to call you, to update, to 'sampat', to chit chat...whatsoever...sometimes I really afraid I'll make you feel bored. Luckily, you just listen to me, patiently...everytime... :) LOL...Sheila has flied...Jing Hui has flied...Fadhil has flight....and next week, Jackie will fly! Yoh, so kan-cheong!!!!! "Don't worry, everything will be fine... :) ”

Sir, we may have grown up in this short/long period of 9 months. Experience at UK really giving new experience, new perspective for us! Yet I know that, and I always believe that, no matter how we change, we, JPA -UCSI 2007 Batch, will never forget our every moment at UCSI. 2 years are quite short indeed (when we look back), what's really matter is what we have gone through together. At least when someone ask me: "Hey man, what do you at the boring Cheras for 2 years? Life is sucks, is it?" Then I will proudly answer him: "Yeah man, life is bad indeed. I got too many memories with my friends and lecturers at UCSI until I can't find reasons to forget about them. I got so many moment to cherish until I have to wash over 50 photos after I went back to Keningau, eventually, because I just can't delete any of them!"

And I believe that, our love, to you, is endless. We may not speak it out, because, it's kept in our heart, always.

Actually it's my spectroscopy exam tomorrow. Initially I also want to post-pone this blog till after exam. Yet again, I just can't betray my own heart.

No matter how, wish us the best, Sir. And I know, you will, always.

Because for us, you are not just a physics lecturer, you are a father, and indeed, loving father.

Your dearest JPA-UCSI 2007 students:

All the moments:

Till the last minute...

Sir, promise us, keep your smile, sir :)

And, we promise, we will always be united under your love and wishes...

Until the end...

As you say before:

No promisses : Tiada janji : Mei2 you3 cheng2 nuo4

Because: We know we will do it... :)

~

Manchunian Girls

Actually I really wanna post this only after exam but dunno why got a push that push me to finish it tonight...so Manchunian girls...be ready lo~~~

Featuring: (Dang dang dang...排名不分先后。。。）

jhkoh: 细心的一个。在这么多Manchunian Girls 中，我最常找到Geng Wai Mama 聊天！还有，感谢你不时教我update blog, etc, etc... :)

Dorrene Lim: 最好笑的一个。性格开朗活泼。。。再加上‘懒惰’？（这个结论是刚刚从GengWai 的blog 那边总结出来的。。。OK lah...不是结论，是hypothesis...OK...hypothesis...prove that it's wrong!

Ke Lin Tan: 最花心的一个。。。虽然不常联络。。。但从别人的口中+八卦新闻+Observation+自己的concl...oops...hypothesis...就觉得这样luo...我最记得的是ho...她要做G+C的伴娘。。。hm…hm…有时我心里想：其实先结婚的会不会是可怜蛋呢？然后还要拉Carol去做伴娘？？？

YY: lol…最单纯的一个？看到韵怡会让我想到兔子！nyiao…OK loh…anyway 最快找到另一半的反而是她！哈哈！YY ah~ 要幸福喔！我知道~你会的~ ^^

Mei Chi: erm…最冷静的一个。。。要是我每次考试有她一半的镇定就好了！Anyway,话不多。。。不方便comment!真要以前在UCSI满天飞的胡言乱语！哎~算了啦~ （+喜欢UCSI的combination喔！让我分析：MeiChi-Miri, Swee San-Sibu, Sheila-Sandakan, Kenny-Kota Kinabalu, plus…硬塞啦---Khong-Keningau!）哈哈:D

Aileen: erm…again…cannot say much! 但我strongly believe – Aileen 很会享受生活！我不会忘记：谁是最会算 (kai shou)的阿婶？ehem…我不是第一个讲那句话的人喔~~~

Wan Hui: lol…有时少有interaction的一个！给我深刻印象的就只是：很文静luo…爱笑luo（不是福建的“xiao”哦！）。。。再加上有点害羞。。。人来到英国。。。应该多多少少有变一些吧？这个简单的问题：友情我们的Manchunian girls回答吧！

Anyway…好啦。。。我知道你们喜欢看有自己在内的八卦新闻。。。但我只是一个无名小卒！哎~~~要是我是XXXX(whatever)报的著名记者就好啦！

Anyway, happy revision! 要保重哦！即使因南中国海或沙砂边界而不能和你们真正相遇（遗憾，luo…）。。。大家要电话+email+skype+飞鸽传信保持联络哦！

:D

别忘了我们的承诺:

~让爱展翅飞翔~

夜语

尽心尽力帮大家

收到的是

一份冷眼冷语

一个最痛心的祝福

一个最难忘的现实

如果有一天

沙漠变成冰雪时

别怪我

难道真的要。。。
ka ki ku ka ki?

从不后悔献出的那份奔波

将爱传给大马和香港

然而

我只衷心奢望

别让我觉得

世界太残酷

好吗？

阳光 快快回来吧 我想念你

这几天的天气
没了乌云
都很晴朗。。。

然而

昨晚
乌云又开始出现了
无事不登三宝殿啊

乌云啊
天空是多么的宽阔
为什么
你选择停留在这个角落？

阳光
快快回来吧
我想念你

乌云
我暂时不像挂念你
被雨林了无数次
湿
也湿够了吧

至少
现在
是如此

最初的夢想

一首简单的歌~

给的是力量、是希望！

贴切形容我的愿望、我的希望、我的渴望！


慢慢欣赏它的歌词和其中的奥妙吧！

如果骄傲没被现实大海冷冷拍下
又怎会懂得要多努力
才走得到远方

如果梦想不曾坠落悬崖
千钧一发
又怎会晓得执着的人
有隐形翅膀

把眼泪装在心上
会开出勇敢的花
可以在疲惫的时光
闭上眼睛闻到一种芬芳

就像好好睡了一夜直到天亮
又能边走着边哼着歌
用轻快的步伐

沮丧时总会明显感到孤独的重量
多渴望懂得的人给些温暖借个肩膀
很高兴一路上我们的默契那么长
穿过风又绕个弯心还连着
像往常一样


最初的梦想紧握在手上
最想要去的地方
怎么能在半路就返航


最初的梦想绝对会到达
实现了真的渴望
才能够算到过了天堂


Enjoy~ :)

感人的一篇文章

子欲养而亲不在……很感人的一篇文章, 雖然長了點可是只花費你一些時間....請好好的把它看完. 母亲，我怎么让你等了那么久.......... 文/ *刘继荣* 母亲真的老了，变得孩子般缠人，每次打电话来，总是满怀热诚地问：「你什么时候回家？」 　　且不说相隔一千多里路，要转三次车，光是工作、孩子已经让我分身无术，哪里还抽得出时间回家。母亲的耳朵不好，我解释了半天，她仍旧热切地问：「你什么时候能回来？」 　　几次三番，我终于没有了耐心，在电话里冲母亲大声嚷嚷，她终于听明白，默默挂了电话。隔几天，母亲又问同样的问题，只是那语调怯怯地，没有了底气。像个不甘心的孩子，明知问了也是白问，可就是忍不住。我心一软， 沉吟了一下。 　　母亲见我没有烦，立刻开心起来。她欣喜地向我描述：「后院的石榴都开花了，西瓜快熟了，你回来吧。」 　　我为难地说：「那么忙，怎么能请得 上假呢！」她急急地说：「你就说妈妈得了癌，只有半年的活头了！」我立刻责怪她胡说，她呵呵地笑了。小时候，每逢刮风下雨，我不想去上学，便装肚子疼，被母亲识破，挨了一顿好骂。现在老了，她反而教着女儿说谎了，我又好气又好笑。 　　这样的问答不停地重复着，我终于不忍心，告诉她下个月一定回去，母亲竟高兴得哽咽起来。可不知怎么了，永远都有忙不完的事，每件事都比回家重要，最后，到底没能回去。 电话那头的母亲，仿佛没有力气再说一个字，我满怀内疚：「妈，生气了吧？」母亲这一回听真了，她连忙说：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙。」 　　可是没几天，母亲的电话催得越发紧了。她说，葡萄熟了，梨熟了，快回来吃吧。我说，有什么稀罕，这里 满大街都是，花个十元八元就能吃个够。母亲不高兴了，我又耐下性子来哄她：「不过，那些东西都是化肥和农药喂大的，哪有你种的好呢。」母亲得意地笑起来。 　　星期六那天，气温特别高，我不敢出门，开了空调在家里呆着。孩子嚷嚷雪糕没了，我只好下楼去超市买。在暑气蒸腾的街头，我忽然就看见了母亲的背影。看样子她刚下车，胳膊上挎着个篮子，背上背着沉甸甸的袋子，她弯着腰，左躲右闪着，怕别人碰了她的东西。在拥挤的人流里，母亲每走一步都很吃力。我大声地叫她，她急急抬起满是热汗的脸，四处寻找，看见我走过来，竟惊喜地说不出话来。 　　一回到家，母亲就喜滋滋地往外捧那些东西。她的手青筋暴露，十指上都缠着胶布，手背上有结了痂的血口子。母亲笑 着对我说：「吃呀，你快吃呀，这全是我挑出来的。」 我这没有出过远门的母亲，只为着我的一句话，便千里迢迢地赶了来。她坐的是最便宜、没有空调的客车，车上又热又挤，但那些水灵灵的葡萄和梨子都完好无损。我想象不出，她一路上是如何过来的，我只知道，在这世上，凡有母亲的地方就有奇迹。 　　母亲只住了三天，她说我太辛苦，起早贪黑地上班，还要照顾孩子，她干着急却帮不上忙。城里的厨房设施，她一样也不敢碰，生怕弄坏了。她自己悄悄去订了票，又悄悄地一个人走。 　　才回去一星期，母亲又说想我了，不住地催我回家。我苦笑：「妈，你再耐心一些吧！」第二天，我接到姨妈的电话：「你妈妈病了，你快回来吧。」我急得眼前发黑，泪眼婆娑地奔到车站 ，赶上了最后一趟车。 　　一路上，我心里不住地祈祷。我希望这是母亲骗我的，我希望她好好的。我愿意听她的唠叨，愿意吃光她给我做的所有饭菜，愿意经常抽空来看她。此时，我才知道，人活到八十岁也是需要母亲的。 　　车子终于到了村口，母亲小跑着过来，满脸的笑。我抱住她，又想哭又想笑，嗔怪道：「你说什么不好，说自己有病，亏你想得出！」受了责备的母亲，仍然无限地欢喜，她只是想看到我。 　　母亲乐呵呵地忙进忙出，摆了一桌子好吃的东西，等着我的夸奖。我毫不留情地批评：「红豆粥煮糊了；水煎包子的皮太厚；卤肉味道太咸。」母亲的笑容顿时变得尴尬，她无奈地搔着头。我心里暗笑，我知道，一旦我说什么东西好吃，母亲非得逼我吃一大堆，走的时候 还要带上，就这样，我被她喂得肥肥白白，怎么都瘦不下去。而且，不贬低她，我怎么有机会占领灶台呢？ 　　我给母亲做饭，跟她聊天，母亲长时间地凝视着我，眼里满是疼爱。无论我说什么，她都虔诚地半张着嘴，侧着耳朵凝神地听，就连午睡，她也坐在床边，笑咪咪地看着我。我说：「既然这么疼我，为什么不跟着我住呢？」她说住不惯城里的高楼。 　　没呆几天，我就急着要回去，母亲苦苦央求我再住一天。她说，今早已托人到城里买菜了，一会儿准能回来，她一定要好好给我做顿饭。县城离这儿九十多里路，母亲要把所有她认为好吃的东西都弄回来，让我吃下去，她才能心安。 　　从姨妈家回来的时候，母亲精心准备的菜肴，终于端上了桌，我不禁惊诧──鱼鳞没有刮尽、 鸡块上是细密的鸡毛、香油金针菇里居然有头发丝。无论是荤的还是素的，都让人无法下箸。母亲年轻时那么爱干净，如今老了竟邋遢得这样。母亲见我挑来挑去就是不吃，她心疼地妥协了，送我去坐夜班车。 　　天很黑，母亲挽着我的胳膊。她说，你走不惯乡下的路。她陪我上了车，不住地嘱咐东嘱咐西，车子都开了，才急着下去，衣角却被车门夹住，险些摔倒。我哽咽着，趴在车窗上大叫：「妈，妈，你小心些！」她没听清楚，边追着车跑边喊：「孩子，我没有生你的气，我知道你忙！」 　　这一回，母亲仿佛满足了，她竟没有再催过我回家，只是不断地对我说些开心的事：「家里又添了只很乖的小牛犊；明年开春，她要在院子里种好多好多的花。」听着听着，我心里一片温暖。 　　到年底，我又接到姨妈的电话。她说：「你妈妈病了，快回来吧。」我哪里相信，我们前天才通的话，母亲说自己很好，叫我不要挂念。 　　姨妈只是不住地催我，半信半疑的我还是回去了，并且买了一大袋母亲爱吃的油糕。 　　车到村头的时候，我伸长脖子张望着，母亲没来接我，我心里忽地就有了种不祥的预感。 　　姨妈告诉我，给我打电话的时候，母亲就已经不在了，她走得很安详。半年前，母亲就被诊断出了癌症，只是她没有告诉任何人，仍和平常一样乐呵呵地忙里忙外，并且把自己的后事都安排妥当了。姨妈还告诉我，母亲老早就患了眼疾，看东西很费劲。 我紧紧地把那袋油糕抱在胸前，一颗心仿佛被人挖走。原来，母亲知道自己剩下的日子不多了，才不住地打 电话叫我回家，她想再多看我几眼，再和我多说几句话。原来，我挑剔着不肯下箸的饭菜，是她在视力模糊的情况下做的，我是多么的粗心！我走的那个晚上，她一个人是如何摸索到家，她跌倒了没有，我永远都无从知道了。 母亲，在生命最后的时光里，还快乐地告诉我，牵牛花爬满了旧烟囱，扁豆花开得像我小时候穿的紫衣裳。你留下所有的爱，所有的温暖，然后安静地离开。 　 我知道，你是这世上唯一不会生我气的人，唯一肯永远等着我的人，也就是仗着这份宠爱，我才敢让你等了那么久。 　 可是，母亲，我真的有那么忙吗？*