I received the SMS today - heart breaking... Yet I tried to hide it in front of another girls...
When something is not yours, it is just not yours, the fact is as simple as that...
Sometimes I feel like the 'fish meat' as in Chinese proverb - for being not 'assertive' enough.
Today had simple yet meaningful lunch with the girls - pork broccoli, luncheon meat and watery jellyfish.
The dinner is another meal from another junior - 'nasi lemak', sambal, cucumber, vegetables curry and 'bubur caca.
Sometimes life seems so hard to move on - and yet, everyone just did it at the end.
When my heart almost die, I will be given another hope - sometimes I am not sure if God really wanna test me, challenge me, or it's just I am being so so unlucky...
Life never stops its blessings - yet when as I have said so many times - if everything come in a queue, in a row, in may be just few hours - you will feel 'can't be bothered at the end' - just like a desensitised receptor - as everything - perhaps - it's enough!
It's hard to imagine if you are not in the same boat - well well...
I blogged today - may be to just make another comment on another bad day - yet at the same time - it seems to end slightly better as well at the end - I am more than grateful for those that at least have cherished my life all this while - even if you yourself may not realised it - yet I wish to take this quick chance to say a big 'thank' to you.
Perhaps is the salt of sweetness in all these sea of bitterness that makes life worthwhile to move on - may be that's it, Jackie.
Life, as beautiful as the aurora, hence praised always.
Life, as transient as the aurora, hence missed always.
Aurora, dalam lambaian yang pilu ...
Cited: http://education.gsfc.nasa.gov/experimental/July61999siteupdate/inv99Project.Site/Other/AURORA.jpg
When something is not yours, it is just not yours, the fact is as simple as that...
Sometimes I feel like the 'fish meat' as in Chinese proverb - for being not 'assertive' enough.
Today had simple yet meaningful lunch with the girls - pork broccoli, luncheon meat and watery jellyfish.
The dinner is another meal from another junior - 'nasi lemak', sambal, cucumber, vegetables curry and 'bubur caca.
Sometimes life seems so hard to move on - and yet, everyone just did it at the end.
When my heart almost die, I will be given another hope - sometimes I am not sure if God really wanna test me, challenge me, or it's just I am being so so unlucky...
Life never stops its blessings - yet when as I have said so many times - if everything come in a queue, in a row, in may be just few hours - you will feel 'can't be bothered at the end' - just like a desensitised receptor - as everything - perhaps - it's enough!
It's hard to imagine if you are not in the same boat - well well...
I blogged today - may be to just make another comment on another bad day - yet at the same time - it seems to end slightly better as well at the end - I am more than grateful for those that at least have cherished my life all this while - even if you yourself may not realised it - yet I wish to take this quick chance to say a big 'thank' to you.
Perhaps is the salt of sweetness in all these sea of bitterness that makes life worthwhile to move on - may be that's it, Jackie.
Life, as beautiful as the aurora, hence praised always.
Life, as transient as the aurora, hence missed always.
Aurora, dalam lambaian yang pilu ...
Cited: http://education.gsfc.nasa.gov/experimental/July61999siteupdate/inv99Project.Site/Other/AURORA.jpg
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