Of friendship, trust, betrayal and hope...

Of friendship, trust, betrayal and hope...

Sometimes in life, there is something, far more important, than financial issue...

It's trust, believe, relationship, and love...

Sometimes I think, I am too selfish...

May be I am being naive and believing too much...

I will be quietly waiting for you.

If you can give me the guidance, again...

宁静的初冬

Three more days...

And I will meet you again...

Walking quietly, lonely on the way from library to bus stop...

Or just walking quietly up Coronation Avenue...

You are right, hatred was there, yet it will go away with time.

Out of sudden,

In this early winter of Bath,

I miss you, so much...

爸，对不起，我爱你。

记得小学时，有好几次上课外活动，爸爸都会亲自带午餐，步行到学校，给我和弟弟吃。

但后来，由于在食堂，大庭广众，心里越来越‘顶不住’众人所投来的异样的眼光。。。

后来，竟然对爸爸说，以后还是不要送便当来了。。。

读着“paedriatics' 这科目，不知为何，童年的记忆的那么把钥匙，竟重新打开隔了多年不见的这份童年记忆。果然，回忆是最random的人生故事。

现在回想回来，人越长越大，就越是埋怨爸爸不再爱我们。。。只因家里的结构有时有些复杂。。。但家家都有难念的经，这并不是一个理由的理由吧?

而我现在发觉，当时一句简单的小学生的话，也许不但伤害了一个热心的父亲，更剥夺了弟弟享受存有父爱之午餐的权利。。。

当父亲不再送便当许久后，也许有一天，回到老家时，我会向弟妹们重叙儿时记忆的故事。。。

“时过境迁，环境变了，人也长大了，但我仍然深信，那份父爱，仍然是实实在在的。”

爸，对不起，我爱你。

“感谢clinical pharmacy让我对人生，领悟更多”。

圣诞约

事隔许多年　我们在某处相见

几光年　从不觉得遥远

地球尚未搁浅 几世纪地转天旋

看一眼　久违的蓝天

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

那一天　多想念圣诞节的白雪

我和你　怀抱里的小世界

事隔许多年　我们在某处相见

几光年　从不觉得遥远

地球尚未搁浅 几世纪地转天旋

看一眼　久违的蓝天

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

那一天　多想念圣诞节的白雪

我和你　怀抱里的小世界

地心引力拦不住

朝着你的方向想念

拉一条未知的线

另一端等你来串连

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

那一天　多想念圣诞节的白雪

我和你　怀抱里的小世界

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

那一天　一瞬间 梦境都会实现

我爱你　穿越了时空象限

试听光良的2999年的圣诞节

几光年　从不觉得遥远

地球尚未搁浅 几世纪地转天旋

看一眼　久违的蓝天

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

地心引力拦不住

朝着你的方向想念

拉一条未知的线

另一端等你来串连

那一天　全世界也许早已不见

我和你　还守护这时的约

那一天　一瞬间 梦境都会实现

Dekat-pada-mu

It's one of the MALAY songs that has been with me, ages ago...






I miss the old moment, perhaps sometimes I just need something to just feel home again...

知己

星期一的思念。。。

感谢能接受我的真、我的假、我的一切——的知己。

海内存知己，天涯若比邻。

When French meets Spanish via English

(English) my friend garden library bookshop lamp computer laptop ticket green pink white sky betrayal Irish Welsh Scottish German Spanish Malaysian

(French) mon ami de jardin bibliothèque librairie lampe ordinateur ordinateur portable billet verts rose blanche le ciel trahison irlandaise Gallois écossaise allemande espagnole Malaisie

(Spanish) mi amigo jardín biblioteca librería lámpara ordenador portátil billete verde rosa blanco cielo traición irlandés galés escocés alemán español malasio

Of course I do the selection selectively.

Yet it is quite surprising to note the differences!

And the similarities between French and Spanish!

I still remember I was astonished when my tutor said that we can buy books at 'libriarie' - and in the end I just realise that that is bookshop, and not library, as claimed by English.

And so I am not surprised again when I heard the word 'libreria' is linked to some form of local business.

- For the 1st time I write something which is quite factual and no mixture of emotions this time =)

- Realise that one of the non-close friends seems to move on with life although actually stuck in a 'love-cycle' problem? Not sure if I am true, yet +U! Sometimes wound (if I am right, again...) take time to heal...

- No matter how harsh life can be, in the end one of my English colleague just told me, clearly:

"C'est la vie."

Thanks to nutella muffin and sweet potato deserts and choco-mint ice cream.

* C'est la vie *  

I miss my telenovela songs of "el Desprecio" - yet I know may be I will never meet it, again.

英格兰 - 真正的友情

一直以来都因怕得罪人家。。。

结果。。。

而就在自己绝望的当儿，

感谢愿意牺牲时间的知己。

而感谢知己的提醒：

做自己就好了。

真心朋友，是会接受的。

虚假的，只想要你变成他所想要的人。

但就像Pharmacist一样：

你可以拥有自己的believe,

但却不能将自己的believe强加在别人身上。

你还记得吗？我们的课堂上说过：

对于一位病人来说：

他的believe是他所相信的。

即使听起来荒谬又不可思议。。。

但，人与人之间，正是因为着微妙的不同

才需要所谓的明白、了解、忍让和尊重。

只想和大家，好好相处。

我痛心于看见大家的团结不再。

没错，岁月流逝，人终究要长大。

但不代表友情，也应随着岁月，流逝吧？

只因曾经共同度过的甜酸苦辣，是真真实在的。

当英格兰的那雪景慢慢归来时

我会静静站在那份雪白的草地上

用心灵之窗。将一切的一切，静静的拍下。

是为了实现，你曾经的梦想。

更为了实现，我曾经的承诺。

能跨过沧海桑田，岁月无情蹂躏的友情

将是真正的友情。

Miss UCSIans

Friendship is something where you find the meaning of life.

I don't want to interpret human behaviour in the most complicated way.

Yet the reality of the society seems so.

In the end, when I closed my eye, and re-open them.

It's my dear Mr.Tan on the line.

I smiled, I sneezed, I signed.

If I can be back to those united life at UCSI, if I can.

At least, the meaning of life is not so complicated.

Mon ami from Manchester, Cardiff, Nottingham and London...

Out of sudden, I missed you all, so badly...

People need to grow up, yet is there an easy way?

And we are just not God, what's our rights to decide how others think?

If I still believe in sincerity and trust.

Out of game

It's a vicious cycle of self-blaming...

Perhaps what mum said right...

If I will follow what she said, if I will...

When you choose to self-torture, it's your fault, and no others.

I always reach a point of sadness till I wanna forget how to forgive

Yet I just cannot, in the end

As my life is not just consists of a single person

There's Kenny, Ang, Yean, Carol, 194, Sin Yee, Shang, Jessica...

And all those lovely family members, juniors, seniors...

If I am just making everyone;s life too difficult

May be I should be out of the game.

May be, I should.

If I can.

A Night of Relax - Thanx =)

A Night of Relax - Thanx =)

依然 mean

很有意思的文字，今天想趁这一当儿和大家好好分享=）


泪是什么？

科学的analysis往往冷冷的：water, electrolyte，lysozyme etc

可是大家都知道泪不单单只是这样，泪里面有很多analysis不到的感觉和记忆。 

所以我们需要文字和故事，把感觉和记忆写下。




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