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Life, moves on :)

Wednesday 22 August 2012

离别的机会

看着三弟很刻苦地学习。。。我想起了以前的我——失去所谓的童年,忘了如何做人。。。

我害怕他将会像我一样——面对现实社会的残酷时,几乎被彻底的打败,完全失去招架之力。。。

原来,生活永远就是没有那么的如意。

唯有熬过去了,才会重遇曙光 =)

在这漫长的路上,我感谢一直以来能够继续向我伸出援手的朋友们——让我每每在人生中困惑的当儿,给我引导,予我勇气,赐我机会,让我能够重新给自己定义,继续坚强地走下去 =)

(离开家里几乎一年了)
On placement, 当我有一天locuming的时候, 当时还听我的tutor说:"oh guys, poor Jackie, he's not gonna see his family for at least one and a half years..."

而我当时能够做的,惟有静静微笑 =)

离开家里久了,也没再说想念不想念的。反正自己是家里的长子,家里还有几个小瓜要让父母“操心”,所以自己也许,也没啥好担心的。

反正那天就和一位“失而复得‘的朋友说了:反正自己就是永远讨厌要离开时的那种惆怅和不舍。。。既然这样,那干脆就不要制造离别的机会。。。

听起来,也真还带着徐志摩再别康桥, 那种淡淡离愁却有一场潇洒的情怀。。。

好多朋友,将要远走高飞了。离开属于自己熟悉的领域。。。Karad, Liverpool, Perth, London, Lyon, Newcastle。。。生活永是这样——人有悲欢离合,月有阴晴圆缺,此事古难全——而我只能静静地祝福他们。。。


Sunday 19 August 2012

酒醒后的早晨

隐隐约约仍然伤害我的——是那一个人,是那一份过去,是那一份回忆,还是那一份无奈?

还是,像往常一样,是一切?

但老实想回来,三年过去,朋友们陪伴度过的每一份旅程,也许已经是上天对我无微不至的眷顾。。。

有时,难听些——人就是想要再贪心一点。。。

我只能够祝福他们快乐、幸福,再好好过上属于自己的日子,只因为,我必须对我自己的人生作出一份交待。

Friday 17 August 2012

Wednesday 8 August 2012

Breakfast at McDonalds


Dear Friends,

A very touching incidence and this has
prompted me to share this with my friends.

Regards

MY FRIENDS THIS IS NOT A CHAIN MAIL BUT A MAIL GIVEN & PASSED ON OUT OF LOVE....................

READ ON  =)

GOD BLESS

You may have read this before….but it is good reading it a second time around! 
Thought for today...........

A Return is Requested....You'll see why.



Breakfast at McDonald's



This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):





I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.



The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.


Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'


The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions..

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake,
literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.


We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then
even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance...

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching..

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.


I held my tears as I stood there with them.


The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.


He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).


Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes. 


That is when I noticed all eyes in the
restaurant were set on me, judging
  my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.


I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.


He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope.'


I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son... When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope..'



We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give..


We are not church goers, but we are believers.


That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.


I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.


In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:


UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.


Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to 


LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS -

NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.



There is an Angel sent to watch over you.


In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.


An Angel wrote: 

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart



To handle yourself, use your head... 

To handle others, use your heart.



God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.


Send it back, you'll see why !
A box of gold 

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*


With a secret inside

that has never been told

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
This box is priceless

but as I see
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
The treasure inside is
precious to me
*~*~*~~*~~

Today I share this
treasure with thee
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It's the treasure of
friendship you've
given me.
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