Grand Voyage à Tenom, Aujourd'hui

I have one of the greatest holiday in my life, today!

Thanks to that Tenom girl loh…Haiz…An unexpected journey…Taman Pertanian Sabah may seems so boring…yet two of us totally enjoying the journey, like crazy, especially me, such a photographilic  person, so taking pictures everywhere…Luckily Jodelle doesn’t scold me like Jecerlyn will say (sometimes): Control your hormone please….

9.15am: Arrive at Town of mountain-Tenom, 45 minutes away from the biggest city in the interior part of Sabah: Keningau.

10.30am: Arrive at Agricultural Park of Tenom after having breakfast at Tenom Market…Yuk Nyin Chun Kin at Tenom is as usual..plus the very fresh toufu, as the toufu in Tenom is made from water of natural fountain…Hoohoo...

In the Taman Pertanian, we have visited thousands sites include Taman Binatang (sad…the ostrich ‘escape’ already…), Taman Tumbuhan Tropika, Taman Tumbuhan Parasit, Taman Tumbuhan Karnivor (so cannot forget your rep: Venus trapper)…Taman Evolusi dan Adaptasi, Taman Anggerik/Orkid…etc…etc…

 In the journey…we talked and talked and talked…Whatever lah…Just crapping around…Sometimes crapping is good for your health, I think…

Then we just can’t figure out how to travel to Taman Binatang…an aborigine woman kindly showed us the way…Out of concern, she asked her children to guide us there…What a kind-hearted woman…And when we see the 5 children naïve-ly showing us the way while they are busy chatting towards each other…I find out the feeling again: 童真、纯朴之心。。。

Still remember there was some moment when I just can’t breathe at Bath….I’ll run-away to the city centre…hanging around…Looking for anything…Sometimes when I went to Sainsbury and shopping around…I could see some of the women are accompanied by their little cutie…The children sometimes playing around like that… 他们的纯朴童真无意间也感染了我。。。让我微笑=）是啊。。。人越长越大。。。责任也越来越重。。。若能回到那最初的赤子之心。。。那该有多好。。。嗯。。。

Travel around Tenom with Ms.Tan…Thanks to the tiny city that won’t make me lost…Thanks to the 太阳公公 that is so nice to us today…Suddenly  I love sunshine at Malaysia…and the temperature is not to hot nor too cold…刚刚好。。。嘿嘿。。。嘻嘻 =）

Then the lunch menu is also great…丹南非洲鱼。。。丹南包蜀鸡。。。丹南排骨。。。甚至菜也是丹南蛋巢苦瓜？？？嗯。。。这么多丹南不是我的错。。。何况我想狡辩也没得辩。。。对欧可是全国国会式华语辩论比赛之最佳辩员是也。。。

Then we gone for some leisure walk…I run into a 7-11 and managed to discover Kickapoo in the fridge..Not bad…Price is a little bit expensive…Yet I still buy a bottle to let my family members have a taste of this famous citrus fruit juice at Peninsular, luo…

Finally is the moment to say bye-bye…I managed to get the 4pm bus although I arrive at the bus stop at about 4.02pm…Hehehe…But anyway…thanks again for your great hosting, pretty bookmarks (I’ll try to have the happy face pin always on top of my book, everyday J), genius book…Just hope that you will love mine in return…Suitable for you that love the city of Romance, LOL…

It’s another tiring yet promising day =)

Perhaps Italy is wonderful, Paris is romantic, Amsterdam is lovely…yet after think back…True joy comes from this marvelous small city of Sabah…With it’s mystical mountains that is always covered with a thin layer of white cloud….For me, it doesn’t make Tenom mystic…In fact, I discover another type of beauty of nature…

My dear Jodelle, bon voyage! Your journey will start tomorrow…Ka Yee already giving response…She’ll graduate at Nov.2010…I’m sure you two will become great friends! At least with her at your side…I do not have to be sooooooo worry luo….

Don’t forget your thumb drive, okay?

And first lesson from you, today: 

Too many people miss the silver lining because they’re expecting gold.

And don’t forget my message to you: Jack’s 3C…

“Vous pouvez”

"Merci beaucoup ;) "

Jack XXX

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Diary: 24/06/2010

Today meeting with an expected person at unexpected time, unexpected venue, as she gave me a very short notice~ Well, anywhere I have no problem with that, as my family matter can be sorted out slightly later, so that's fine~

Unexpected venue as it takes place in a house nearby my house, not even 5 minutes walking distance.

And I don;t expect I will end up chatting for almost whole afternoon~ Hahaha~ Initially we're seems so unfamiliar, yet once heated up, everything seems smoother and better~

We talked, talked and talked, from the past, present to the future...We talked about our history, memory, story, dream, hopes...

Erm...KTT is not so bad lah, I think...many have survived there, should not be toooooo bad loh, girl...You seems slightly worry but I do think that everything will be so fine...Just don't forget to bring your normal life utensils, or you will end up with me have to find a glass and a plate from non-Giant shop, just because the left road not taken...woohoohoo...

India may not be too nice for you, and my friend says that there is some in convenience there. Blackout, internet-down, yellowish water do occur sometimes. Yet in the end they still survive, girl...So, just think positively-lah...Plus, India is actually a very beautiful country, with beautiful scenery.

Here is some of the photos from Mysore, India to cheer you up and to "install" more confidence for you: 







Citation: From Shantan's album:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=159664&id=591885010&ref=pb#!/photo.php?pid=4158400&id=591885010

Of course I'm not encouraging you to Mysore, you still have other options as well after 1.5 years time, and I should be happy to assist you at that time, still, if you need~

And I'm almost speechless when I listened to what you has said just now...The sentences...I'll never forget...

You may have reported the good deeds that you have done to me. But believe me, that's doesn't make me feel that you are fake/insincere (just like how others might interpret me)...Indeed...It's more towards grateful, and being appreciative, to have such a great and caring friend like you =)

Because we are 2 people that comes from the same world, because we appreciate friendship that respond to us sincerely, beacuse we pursue excellence in almost everything that we do although we feel it's ok if others don't think the same, because we can be sincere and truthful to each other...

And, that's it, I realised, I'm not alone again in this world...I know who should I look for if I shall face some problem later in my life...Of course it won't be 100% dependence...but at least I know someone is there for me...And YOU SHOULD THINK THE VICE VERSA...

Your prayer is being answered quite well...Like what I've told you, at least, I believe I'll pass my Biopharmaceutics examination, although I carry a heavy and (slightly) nervous heart to exam hall at that morning...

Yet I realised that in the end everything is not too bad, really, your prayer really really comes true...

看来我又欠你多一份人情, 哈哈...

放心吧, 这份感叹不是痛心, 而是开心... =)

也许你说得对, 付出感情, 也要看对象...

嗯, 有一件事我觉得我应该告诉你:
世间没有人不会面对感情问题, 我得承认, 我也是, 若我说我真的像你那么傻过, 你会怎样???

无论如何, 你很快就要走了...我正期待着也许是与你最后一次相会的这一个周末...

路途仍很遥远
但肯定会有走完的一天
若累了
别忘记休息
若倦了
可以找我聊天
不管将来是药剂师还是医生
陈医生和何先生
若真的有缘
也许有朝一日
还会在同一间医院相见

就像我说的
宇宙很浩瀚
世界却出奇的小
活了二十年
遇上那个朋友
原来他是朋友的朋友

如果我是风铃
我愿唱歌给你听
很快就要开课了
趁我还有暑假
若真的stuck了
还是可以找我的
让我这个风铃陪着你
直到你内心的风
吹熄为止
风铃才会安静下来

开课有压力
我是过来人
比谁都了解
所以
别忘了
你还有
一个友情的风铃
愿意为你随风摇摆

感恩
惜福

=）

Diary: 23/06/2010

Today initially will do nothing, yet I end up travelling to almost whole Keningau, wakakaka~

Go to minimarket, supermarket, hypermarket, bookshops, clothing shops, handphone shops, shoe shops, whatever-lah...

And I end my journey with a glass of Nescafe-ping, a vegetable martabak, and then another milo-ping. All the food just costs me RM2.00!!! Really love the 'pasar malam' at Keningau! Lalala~

As I travel I figure out what should I buy for myself, as well as my family members...When I was standing in 1 of the 3 bookshops, I was starring at the SPM books for a long time, looking through model papers, pass years, quick-revision-notes, etc...

My dear Ang Ang, when can bro stop worrying about you? When you wanna wake up?

But I know it's complete useless to complaint here, as you will never visit my blog...

Hmm...

If someone just don't want to wake up, I, as the eldest brother, hardly can do anything...

I prayed, I pray, and, I will continue to pray...

Hopefully, my wishes will come true...But please don't make me and mama worry, again...

Girlfriend: Mandarin Version

Mandarin



I know she has been crit icised quite a lot by some people as her intonation is 'damn' funny when she sings in her non-mother-tongue language, but at least she has made an effort for it, doesn't she?

"Of course the way she sings the different languages aren't going to perfect. Her first language is english, so what'd you expect?"


"It's not like she knew it from the top of her head. She had to learn how to say it right. When your first language is english, it's not exactly easy to learn another language...on top of that like 8 diffferent ones. PLUS, she's singing. Atleast she made an effort. Give her a break. She did a good job for learning these in a little amount of time."

-by GabbyGasonline-

Citation: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLxkKlaNrFQ&feature=related

Well...that's life ~

阿爸牵水牛

我会醒吗？

回到思大那一天，心情很平静。。。

但一下巴士，看到那熟悉的Centre for A Level…

感慨万千

看到熟悉的Ms Joanne, Mr Tan, Ms Adeline, Ms Preeti, Ms Nalina and Ms Mabel…

大家都不约而同地说：我，瘦了，sunburn了。。。

也许是大马那猛烈的阳光的错吧。。。

在那里围绕了许久，

才发觉，ＵＣＳＩ，已变了不少。。。

是啊，世上，有多少事物是永恒不变的？

大家寒暄几句。。。

然后就和MR TAN去吃午餐，然后ＭＳ　ＪＯＡＮＮＥ　来陪同。。。

大家谈了好久好久。。。

最后回去时又在遇到MS ANNIE。。。

又谈了好久好久。。。。

原来，这就是所谓的重逢。。。

明年的我还会“重逢”吗？

嗯。。。

无论如何

我要向所有的思大讲师们之上我最崇高的谢意

没有他们，就没有今日的我。。。

看到他们

才深深的体会到

他们的热情仍然像当初一样，有增无减

他们仍然关心我们

但是

我们是否有那段时间去了解，体会？

即使那只是“一首歌的时间”。。。

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。。

突然有另外一段回忆

也许我的一切又是虚伪，造作的吧？

嗯。。。

心里会心一笑。。。

其实人生有很多事。。。

做了，也不许向别人交待吧。。。

即使交待了，别人会否明白？还是更加误解？

此时此刻

这一切已不再重要。。。

当我看到MS JOANNE 那简短的面子书回信。。。心已宽慰不少。。。

当我看到MR TAN 那间断地手机信息。。。心里在会心一笑。。。

当我看到MS DING 那祝福的手机回信。。。再快的脚步也突然放慢下来。。。

人生中

也许我还有太多太多放不下的。。。

也许有很多事，我就是做得不够好。。。

所以才有所谓的悲伤、无奈、失望、遗憾。。。

我

会醒吗？

独身之夜

凌晨十二点，因为miss了一粒巴士。。。需要在KL SENTRAL独自过夜。。。

哈，有点失去方向，但已不会颓丧！这几天一直在奔波着。。。跑来跑去，只因为我知道，回到根地咬后，很多事情都做不了了！

我只能简单的描述这几天的physical+spiritual experience! LCCT, Setapak (Wangsa Maju), UCSI University, Midvalley, Low Yat, Times Square, KL Sentral, and soon…KLIA!

在这里过夜，虽只身一人，却也不完全孤单。。。至少还有不知名的陌生人陪在身旁。。。世界看似冷酷，其实却仍有其热闹之处！

在无望中找出希望。。。

在无期中找出朝气。。。

我知道，美琪已在ＬＣＣＴ平静得地等着美里班机。。。若我的巴士迟些开走，我现在已于她在一起！

Again, 一切是天意！ＴＡＫＤＩＲ！

突然，一首歌慢慢地在耳边回响。。。

当你孤单你会想起谁 

你想不想找个人来陪

你的快乐伤悲

只有我能体会 

让我再陪你走一回

有一些歌，一碰上天时、地利、人和，就会引起听者２００％的共鸣。。。

嗯。。。

我知道，路，仍很遥远。。。

但，不管它是笔直，或是弯曲，或是平坦，或是坎坷。。。

我，没有选择。。。

我，一定要走下去。。。

至少我realise到，

我还有仍未达成的人生目标。。。

也许，

做人最值得庆幸的事，

就是明白到这种简单的道理。。。

因为有目标，

人生才有希望走下去。。。

即使途中会时有悲伤、无奈、失望的阻拦。。。

人生。。。

还是要走下去吧。。。

所以

感谢上帝

＝）

九个月过后

终于回来了~

但还不算是：终于回家了！

为什么？

哈哈，因为我后天才回到家！

目送一个又一个朋友被家人迎接、再离开，心里不免有些凄凉。。。

但无法真正目送一些朋友的离开。。。也许是一个更残酷的事实。。。

坐在巴士上，想了很久、很久。。。

后天的我将独自回到家门口，实在无法想象，当时将会使怎样的情景。。。

我的归来~

不只是肌肤上的回归~

而更是心灵上的回归~

老天保佑:

希望一切真的将会如是、而已。。。


另一方面，

感谢凯的慷慨～

在ＫＬ－ＳＥＮＴＲＡＬ　默默等我。。。

感谢上帝～

至少，此时此刻。。。

我并不完全孤单。。。

当大家已打算休息时。。。

我还有路要走。。。

只望那一刻会尽快到来～

面具

看到了他的blog，说他没有知心朋友....他让我知道每个人都会有用面具来面对生活.....我也不例外。戴面具示人....有很多原因....保护自己，保护他人，建立信心......我自己自问在一些人面前也会有面具的，因为不想让别人不舒服....所以找到能让我做回自己的朋友，我都很珍惜的....可是他，曾经认为他是能和我交心的朋友....当初的他，单纯，交心....我永远记得我们那天交心的情景.....因为那天我们才变成好朋友的....可是他开始改变了，变得我也不认识....这才是真正的他，还是带着面具的他? 我不知道....真的不知道....我想和他成知心朋友，可是他的改变让我觉得我的梦好远，好远....当然我明白不能要求他变成我心中所想，我只能说我不能，也没资格成为你的知心朋友....不过不管未来怎么样，我还是依然默默的祝福你....可惜我还是偶尔会想起那天你和我交心，畅谈的情景.....那天会永远活在我心里面....就算你不知道也好....请记得这里还有一个等着你的人！！


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关于爱情

关于爱情：不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是

最好的。不要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情可以和你一起坐火车的。不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们富裕的。不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现因为这个原因而反放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。其实对于爱情，越单纯越幸福。一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的，经历的太多了，会麻木；分离多了，会习惯；换恋人多了，会比较；到最后，你不会再相信爱情；你会自暴自弃；你会行尸走肉；你会与你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子。





也许爱情是一部忧伤的童话，惟其遥远才真实。放弃一个爱你的人并不痛苦，放弃一个你爱的人那才痛苦。若是有缘，时间空间都不是距离，若是无缘总是相聚也无法合意。凡事不必太在意，更不需去强求，就让一切随缘。逃避不一定躲得过；面对不一定最难过；孤独不一定不快乐；得到不一定长久；失去不一定不再拥有。爱是一种享受，即使痛苦也会觉得幸福；爱是一种体会，即使心碎也会觉得甜蜜；爱是一种经历，即使破碎也会觉得美丽；不要因为寂寞而错爱，不要因为错爱而寂寞一生。





关于伴侣：伴侣不是结婚时发誓非你不娶或非你不嫁的那个人，而是发现你身上有许多缺点仍然选择你的那个人；伴侣不是生活中你爱吃黄瓜ta也爱吃黄瓜的那个人，而是你吃蛋清ta吃蛋黄的那个人；伴侣不是天黑了和你一起手挽手走进饭店的那个人，而是守在门口巴望你回来共进晚餐的那个人；伴侣不是和你大谈爱情，把“我爱你”挂在嘴边的那个人，而是和你平淡的唠叨柴米油盐、锅碗瓢盆的那个人。在幸福的婚姻中，伴侣已不是一个具体的人，而是你和ta在几十年的岁月中沉淀下来的：一份默契、一份温情、一份平淡、一份理解、一份宽容。爱ta就要让ra开心，这就是伴侣……




关于承诺：在古希腊传说中，情侣都将戒指套在对方的中指上，因为他们相信那儿有一根血管直通心脏。所以戒指的意思就是用心承诺！但是人世间有多少爱能生死白头，又有多少的情可以天长地久？所以你选择共度一生得未必是你最爱的，你最爱的未必能和你共度一生。多少的有情人走不进彼此的今生，只能苦苦地相约于来世；而多少的男男女女走过爱情走进婚姻却不会再珍惜彼此的付出。所以记得珍惜你爱的人，把每一个平淡的今天当成是彼此相依的最后一刻，好好握紧爱人的手，即使ta容颜已老，即使ta满面沧桑，那也是你记忆中永恒的温馨。别忘了守住对ta的承诺，别忘了牵住ta的手，一生一世一辈子……



关于人生：人生如梦，岁月无情。蓦然回首，才发现人活着是一种心情。穷也好，富也好，得也好，失也好。一切都是过眼云烟。想想，不管昨天、今天、明天，能豁然开朗就是美好的一天。不管亲情、友情、爱情，能永远珍惜就是好心情。记得有一个经典短信这样写着：曾经拥有的不要忘记；已经得到的更加珍惜；属于自己的不要放弃；已经失去的留作回忆；想要得到的一定要努力；累了把心靠岸；选择了就不要后悔；苦了才懂得满足；痛了才享受生活；伤了才明白坚强；总有起风的清晨；总有绚烂的黄昏；总有流星的夜晚。人生就像一张有去无回的单程车票，没有彩排，每一场都是现场直播。把握好每次演出便是对人生最好的珍惜。把握现在，畅享人生！



关于微笑：被人误解的时候能微微的一笑，这是一种素养；受委屈的时候能坦然的一笑，这是一种大度；吃亏的时候能开心的一笑，这是一种豁达；处窘境的时候能自嘲的一笑，这是一种智慧；无奈的时候能达观的一笑，这是一种境界；危难的时候能泰然一笑，这是一种大气；被轻蔑的时候能平静的一笑，这是一种自信；失恋的时候能轻轻的一笑，这是一种洒脱。不管是有什么事情，为了什么原因，我们每天都要开心一笑~~




关于生活：日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦；每天领取谋生钱，多也喜欢，少也喜欢；少荤多素日三餐，粗也香甜，细也香甜；新旧衣服不挑捡，好也御寒，赖也御寒；常与知己聊聊天，古也谈谈，今也谈谈；全家老少互慰勉，贫也相安，富也相安。




关于幸福：相传幸福是个美丽的玻璃球，跌碎散落在世间的每个角落。有的人捡到多些，有的人捡到少些，却没有人能拥有全部。爱你所爱选你所选，珍惜现在所拥有的一切。人活着就是一种心情，把握今天，设置明天，储存永远。只要用心感受，幸福就会永远存在。

人总是对自己拥有的东西不珍惜，直到不再拥有时才会加倍怀念，而在得知自己快失去自己所拥有的东西而又无能为力时，就寻死觅活地不肯放手，歇斯底里往往发生在这个时候，而对于生命的执著确实是到死才放手！


人生，没有那么简单……幸福伴随悲伤，快乐总和痛苦相伴，这就是人生。今天总要过去，明天充满未知，自己活得快乐没有遗憾就好

Citation: http://cs-illusionofperfection.blogspot.com/

"Life"

Officially, examination is over!

Do that means that I can rest now?

When you have tried your best but in the end you just can't really get the things that you want...

What should be your response?

Maybe, that's what we call "life".