I can't believe it, to fall into such a trap, really before the exam time.
I am the one that will sit for exam too.
Why everything has to come last minutes?
In the end everything is just my fault again?
I wish I have done nothing then.
What really upset me:
My sincerity, my intention, up to few weeks before, actually, is questionable.
Do anyone know the long term emotional struggle that I have to face because of that?
I tell no one, and in the end, after trying almost the best...I am being thrown into such huge dilemma.
Wish it ends, very soon.
As I know that, I myself have to be responsible for whatever that I will face soon, no matter how painful the process that I have undergone.
Yet again, I have reminded so many time, find others, why me, again?
Again, this is NOT fair and square to me...
* P/S: Dear CY, thanks for the long call. It not just a help to your sister but really also myself. Indeed I am more than grateful for your iPhone now, LOL~
I am the one that will sit for exam too.
Why everything has to come last minutes?
In the end everything is just my fault again?
I wish I have done nothing then.
What really upset me:
My sincerity, my intention, up to few weeks before, actually, is questionable.
Do anyone know the long term emotional struggle that I have to face because of that?
I tell no one, and in the end, after trying almost the best...I am being thrown into such huge dilemma.
Wish it ends, very soon.
As I know that, I myself have to be responsible for whatever that I will face soon, no matter how painful the process that I have undergone.
Yet again, I have reminded so many time, find others, why me, again?
Again, this is NOT fair and square to me...
* P/S: Dear CY, thanks for the long call. It not just a help to your sister but really also myself. Indeed I am more than grateful for your iPhone now, LOL~
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